...Save Tigers...

In an effort to save the remaining tigers in India, the Indian conservation group Tiger Trust (TT) has begun to work to help the tigers in India's Kanha and Bandhavgarh tiger reserves.

Currently, India's tiger population is being seriously threatened by poaching and territory loss. Many traditional medicine markets require tigers, and the growing population of people and cattle in India are taking over land that had been formerly occupied by tigers.

Though there were once as many as 150,000 tigers in the world, there are now only about 4,000-5,000. Of the original eight species of tigers, only three are still in existence.

Today, there are about 2,500 of the Indian Royal Bengal tigers left. There are also 1,000 Indo-Chinese tigers, 300 Siberian tigers, 300 Sumatran tigers and 20 South China tigers.

As a result, the Indian tigers seem to be the most likely to survive in the future. However, it will even be difficult for them, and their chance of survival might be quite low.

Every day, one Indian tiger dies. If this rate of death is allowed to continue, all species of tigers throughout the world will be extinct by 2010.

To prevent this scenario, the Save-the-Tiger Campaign and Project Tiger have successfully created tiger reserves and convinced the Indian government to ban tiger hunting. In the longer term, the groups hope to educate the Indian people about the threat of the extinction of the tigers so that they can help to ensure the tiger's survival.

| My Soul Sings |

Back when I was in 7th grade. I still remember I was lying on my couch just feeling low for some reason. I wasn’t into listening to music much. And I felt that American music was dumb. I used to watch a show, POV on channel [V] which was hosted by Kim. I loved that show coz people from all parts of India used to send creative drawings; posters etc…and requested songs. It used to come everyday at 8pm I suppose. So that night I was changing channels and switched to POV. I saw a female running on an empty street, feeling all alone and asking for help from someone who could hold her and make her feel right…she didn’t know who he was but she was with him. That was the 1st song I ever liked and that was the day when I felt so connected to music. I just felt that girl was me for some reason, I don’t know. I just felt she was like me. I just felt so connected. That was Avril Lavigne’s, I am with you… That was the first ever feeling I had for music which made me feel connected and that’s how I started looking for her coz I knew that there was some connection. I knew nothing about her. I looked everywhere on the web and so many other places but I couldn’t find out who she was. All I knew was “I don’t know who you are but I, I’m with you”… Later in 8th grade I figured out it was Avril lavigne when I heard her new song ‘Don’t tell me’, which used to come everyday at exact 1:27pm on Mtv. I wrote her name down and began to check out her songs on web and that was the start of me and music. Today after years, I felt happy. I don’t know why I was happy. I just felt happy. I woke up at 6 and went to take shower. I washed my hair and I was feeling light. It always feels light when u remove thousands clips and extensions. I came out of the shower and stood near my wardrobe thinking of what to wear. I saw a yellow tee...now you must know I hate yellow…but I dragged it out and started to look at it. It was a tee on which all my school friends wrote things about me and drawings as a memory. I know the tee looks way too over loaded with so many words and pictures…but I love it…I never wore it before. I just felt like wearing it. Along with that tee I wore couple of old rings of mine and my old painted converse and my favorite levi’s jeans…I combed my hair which felt so light and all right…I applied some kajal…gulped milk…held a drawing book in my hand and left for college. I heard this song “Always” by Blink 182 in the train and I was behaving like a kid and I just felt so childish. I was singing that song whole day. I just don’t know why. I was singing it in my college canteen…everyone actually thought I was mad…I stood near the canteen mirror and started to make silly faces…it just felt right…I was just smiling and smiling and smiling…I didn’t let any of my friends speak or listen to anyone else…I just kept singing, dancing, jumping, irritating, pushing, pulling them…I just don’t know what made me feel so good. The whole day I irritated my classmates by singing lines that go like : lemme hold you… touch you… feel you… always, kiss you…taste you…all night…always.. The guy friends in my class are used to this weird behavior of mine but today I acted like a drunkard and they actually thought that I had lost myself completely. I doubt if I would have left somebody un-kissed if I would have heard that song for 5 more minutes. Hehehe… Later our jamming was canceled and that made me low. We already don’t have a bassist and our drummer and keyboardist went home. Anyways I kept my cool. I came back to my station and like always I was waiting for my mom to pick me up. She was late. I thought I’d walk. It had been a long time since I walked alone on the streets…So I started to walk without any aim of which way to go… A strange thing happened…I felt like I was in 7th grade again…my head felt light, the sun rays fell on my face…all I could see were my rings and drawing book in my hand…an almost half filled street…I didn’t see anyone I knew…all I could hear was the song which was being played on my phone. I was listening to ‘I’m with you’. In a 3 mins walk I lived that song…every word of it kept ringing in my head and I felt every beat of it matching to my footsteps…My hair falling on my face, blocking the street’s view. I don’t know I just felt I was looking for something and the search isn’t complete yet…For a moment I could hear nothing and see nothing which was moving around me. All I could hear was that song and see was my hair falling on my face. I was living each moment of that song. It was something which…just felt right.
My car's horn broke my thought process and I got in the car thinking, a few seconds and some few words wrapped up in some rhythm can make you feel just perfect no matter where you are. It can purify your soul and you don’t even have to put in any efforts… All it takes to get wrapped into the blanket of music is… some honest words, warm feelings and some tunes…and rest...your soul speaks…

The "V"

Almost twenty years now, I never knew what this huge “V” word is. I thought it was like some festival. I never knew rather I was least interested to know what it was. I never bothered. Like I should have cared what it was the last year but it didn’t feel anything different or special anyway. But hence I am in college it feels like knowing somethings like this one.
This year started with no crushes and no feelings. Honestly I didn’t want to have any crushes or feelings. Past experience was awful. Sometimes honestly I wanted to have feelings but I kept reminding myself that I didn’t want them and that they aren’t made for me. This year people actually thought that I had shook hands with my past and started spreading rumors which never took place and will never take place.


To all of my dear friends,
You should know I never swallow what I spit. I consider my self-respect first and I apply my brains than my heart. From the time I was born till the time now I have never got back to the things that I have left. It’s like ‘once gone’ implies ‘gone forever’, being it friends, relatives etc... So don’t think craps, assume craps, make craps, and circulate craps.
Thank you.

Now, college is a place where the least you can learn is the course subject and maximum you can learn is the love subjects. Since a drastic change has got into me. I have started looking around in college. I have started to take a glance around which I didn’t use to before. I sit at a staircase every morning recess, near artificial grass and look around. I find so many couples, nowadays free shows too. It’s so easy to make out who is behind whom, who loves whom, who all are going on, who hates who and who is like me. Well only my best friend in my college is like me in the entire college, at least in this matter for sure.
The Love story in my college goes like…
Some fell in love ragging kartay kartay
Some fell in love exam main copy kartay kartay
Some fell in love beauty dekhtay dekhtay
Some fell in love rose queen dekhtay dekhtay
Some fell in love make ups dekhtay dekhtay
Some fell in love answers detay detay (receptionist)
Some fell in love padhatay padhatay
Some fell in love last bench pe baithtay baithtay
Some fell in love kt lagaty lagatay
Some fell in love message kartay kartay
Some fell in love books uthatay uthatay
Some fell in love canteen main food share kartay kartay
Some fell in love phone call kartay kartay
Some fell in love gate pe khday hotay hotay
Some fell in love dance kartay kartay
Some fell in love games kheltay kheltay
Some fell in love staircase pe baithtay beithay
Some fell in love music bajaty bajatay
Some fell in love sports dekhtay dekhtay
Some fell in love clothes ke size dekhtay dekhtay
Some fell in love shape compare kartay kartay
Some fell in love bike aur scooty pe college atay atay
Some fell in love workshop main metal file kartay kartay
And so on…
Now what should I say. There is no reason you can’t fall in love at college. Even if you don’t have good people around you or even if you don’t want to fall in love… you will fall in love.

C = Contest = College = Canteen = Couples = Craps

Nowadays relationships are like contests. Everyone wants to win the trophy of being popular. Like Popular? WTF. But yes it’s true. Some love stories are too silly. I just smile and laugh at them. Some are serious. Some are the ones which get recycled. Some are the ones with no combination at all. Some are the true ones. Most of them are show offs. Some are all about beauty. Some are about sex and drugs. Some are made of each other. Some are never to last forever. Some are funny. Some are like “what?”. Some are like whatever and so many other types. You won’t believe how much crap I missed in the first semester. There are absolutely too many things to laugh at. I missed how dumb people can be and how lucky one can be.

Anyways. So this year is pretty good for the people around me and I am trying to make things pretty good with me too. Many rather most of my friends have got a valentine this season. It’s so nice to see them happy and away from the fear of upcoming results. Most of my friends have valentines who are their boyfriends/girlfriends. But what about the rest of my friends who don’t? They aren’t happy. Everyone wishes to have a valentine every season. But only a handful of them get the opportunity to have them. So I guess it’s not fair.

I, being an awesome person ( ;p ), am playing CUPID! Like I don’t have any other work in life, so out of boredom I am making everyone happy. So I predicted many couples and at least for a day they can be their valentines. Like valentines is not about sharing a relationship. It’s about sharing honesty, love, friendship and care. So why can’t someone be a person who is honest, friendly, loving and caring for a day. So I displayed my list of all the people who are my friends, paired them up for at least one day so that have a happy valentine this season. I hope everyone is asking the other person out and making their day special along with others. It feels so good when you make someone happy; at least it does to me. I want the whole world to be happy and loving to maintain peace and brotherhood.

You know what? I love you all. And I know you all love me too coz I am so awesome. Thank you! Thank you! So make me happy by staying happy and making others happy too.


A very warm huggiiee to everyone this valentines.
Happy Valentines to everyone in Advance!
*batting eyelashes*

BOREDOM

BASIC INFORMATION

Name: Pallavi
Birthday: April 26, 1990
Shoe Size: 6
Hair Colour: Jet Black
Eye Colour: Jet Black
Relationship Status: Single
Zodiac: Taurus
College: PIITE
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FAVOURITES

Colour: Navy Blue
Male Celebrity: Taylor Lautner i guess
Female Celebrity: Megan fox i guess
Shoes: CONVERSE(chuck taylor)
Book: anything by Chetan Bhagat
Sport: skateboarding, soccer, badminton and all kid-ult games
TV Show: HIMYM
Drink: Shakes!
Food: Pizza!
Gum: Orbit
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NAME SOMETHING THAT STARTS WITH

A: Avril Lavigne
B: Balloons
C: cartoon
D: Drama
E: Everton
F: Fall to pieces
G: Give me
H: Halo
I: Introduction
J: Joy
K: King
L: Leave
M: Me
N: Nevermind
O: Oouchie / oops!
P: Pallavi
Q: Quilt
R: Rascal
S: She
T: Trust
U: Underpants..what am i thinking???
V: Vocalist
W: Whatever
X: xerox
Y: Youtube
Z: Zoo

^these were the instant answers!
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FIRST PERSON YOU THINK OF

Food: Prateek
Fashionista: Neelakshi
Locker: Neethu
Tall: Nikhil
Short: Mohit
Fat: Loy
Gorgeous: Snigdha
Best Friend: both the k's
Silly: Me
Retarded: Mukesh
Blonde: Arayan
Fun: kshiraja
Cute: Richa
Hot: Shambhavi
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LOVE

Have a Crush: Yes... Changes everyday
Do they like you back: I dont know
Or are you in a Relationship Now: Nope
If Someone Likes You: ?
Prefer Tall or Short: Tall
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5..

5 FAVOURITE CELEBRITIES
1. Johnny Depp
2. Megan Fox
3. Avril Lavigne
4. scarlett johansson
5. Jim carrey

5 REASONS TO LIKE SOMEONE
1. Creative
2. Must wear a converse ;P
3. Head on straight
4. Caring
5. Fun

5 THINGS YOU FIND IN YOUR ROOM
1. Avril Lavigne poster
2. Candy (lots and hidden)
3. 2 Guitars
4. Diary (Hidden)
5. Laptop

5 THINGS YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT
1. Cell phone
2. Internet
3. Guitar
4. Converse
5. My blanket and socks

5 BEST SONGS
1. Fall to pieces-Avril Lavigne
2. With me-Sum 41
3. Going Under-Evanescence
4. Diary of Jane- Breaking Benjamin
5. BYe Bye Beautiful-NightWish
(^ currently)

5 BEST ARTISTS/BANDS
1. Avril Lavigne
2. Evanescence
3. Blink 182
4. Sum 41
5. Breaking Benjamin
(^currently)

5 BEST BRANDS/STORES
1. Aeropostale...my fav!
2. Levis
3. Lee Cooper
4. Chuck Taylor
5. Abbey Dawn
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QUESTIONS

1. Have an obsession? Avril Lavigne... ;)
2. Where do you plan to go this summer? I have my birthday coming up this summer..not planed anything yet.
3. What Month is it? Feb
4. Anything big coming up? Fucking Results
5. Why are you doing this? I needed to kill time
6. Like your parents? LOVE them!I guess!:)
7. Do you sleep with a teddy bear? I guess 12 of them and i make all of them sleep under my blanket....hehehehe! I know they wont get cold but still...
8. Do you eat when your nervous? YES!
9. Own a dress? Lots
10. Are you a fast typer? Yes... otherwise I wouldnt waste my time on this crap...i type crap BTW
11. Do you wanna have kids? When I am in my late TWENTIES, I would START considering adopting...else i would have kids, i guess if i find someone!
12. Who do you usually have Christmas dinner with? Myself Alone!
13. Who do you celebrate New Years with? Different EVERY year!
14. Where do you live? At my house
15. Have you made a cootie catcher in your younger years? I STILL make those when I am bored... lol
16. Plans this weekend? My friends have some Valentinez Day shopping...i guess i will tag along!
17. To your left is: a wall
18. To your right is: CPU
19. In your pocket is: Empty
20. Nervous about anything? Upcoming results
21. Scared of the Dark? Nope
22. Have any phobias? Nope..i guess!

|College|Girlfriends & Boyfriends|Friends|

I want to climb the Everest but I don’t have a sweater…
^ implies to me…sometimes…ehehe…
Nowadays I want to do so many things but I don’t do. Nowadays maximum things in life come to ones knowledge via internet. I still wonder how I used to enjoy life without internet. I meet my friends almost everyday via social websites, talk to most of them via messengers, listen to various kind of music, learn new songs, read blogs, know about new gadgets and almost everything to know comes from internet.
I used to play, hang around, party and do so many things when there was no internet. But now I am just a lazy ass who does nothing except using phones and internet, putting weight and getting bored…


Anyways, there is nothing in college to do. The time table just sucks. I hate college. We have so much time to waste, I get bored. There is no one to look around, no one to play and so many other things. I hate this. I get bored. I keep on sulking too. Results are going to come soon. I don’t want to see them. Good news is that we get placed if we clear all kt’s before 3rd semester. So I hope I don’t get any kt in any semester so that I can sit for a job placement. I don’t know but I want a job after 3 more years. I want to do MBA from my money. I know I won’t save any still. I want to go abroad and do MBA. So I kind of want to do it from my money. I am so sick of my dad paying for everything. In abroad students earn and pay their fees by their earnings being totally independent without parents. I mean come on, I want be independent and hell yeah I’m big now and I want to earn and spend money on me.
Anyways, no results in my blog anymore. Scary!
So life at my end hasn’t been good lately. Something’s are just left messed up. Its not like I don’t wanna clear things out but some people don’t want to. I am bored all the time. I hate college. I just like squash, the drink. I have no assignments to write. This semester I have 3 jobs in workshop. You must know this: I SO hate workshops. Every Monday morning is workshop. I hate you.
Latest topic in college is “BOYFRIENDS”. I wonder what a boyfriend is.
According to my experience if a girl is beautiful or wears hot clothes and a guy is into music, sports or bike racings, implies a couple/relationship. Take a look around in your college and open your eyes, its reality. If you are a girl who is not beautiful and if you don’t wear hot clothes, you are single. If you are not into punk, metal, biking/car racing, sports, dude you don’t stand a chance. Nobody actually cares who you are and what you feel. All people care about is how you look and how much you can publicize. Relationships nowadays are just Public Display Affection to raise their TRP’s. Feeling, understandings, care, honesty holds no place. Rather these are replaced by beauty, drinks, sex, spending whole time out and other dirty acts. So if you are trying hard to get a girlfriend/boyfriend, I am sure you are a fool if you haven’t got one yet coz you are looking for care, understandings and commitments.
Being a girl I have realized and experienced something which is hard for a girl to admit but is true. Ahahh! Ahhehm! Girls when get boyfriends tend to change themselves. They start wearing pretty dresses, skirts, waxing becomes an every two week work, stop playing sports, stop talking to other friends, stop hanging around and kind of cut off from all their friends, combing hair thrice a day, wearing awesome make ups, behaving way too nice and polite, good words in conversation, more romantic songs and movies, a lot of smiles when a text message is received, eating less and watching weight, voice becomes sweet and no screaming, small smiles, my god! Long long eyelashes batting again and again and what not. Trust me it is true. But my question is why? Why do girls change so much? Why sports, music, fun, entertainment, scream, laughter, jeans, converse, guitar, bboying, dance, honest conversation, tanks etc go away? I guess the guy picked you for what you looked and has changed you to what he wanted.
Now the guys are real clever. They look for only 3 things: beautiful/hot, must be into drinking/smoking/doping, sex. If a girl has these qualities, its like “HIT ME!”. Boys, don’t worry 95% girls are like what you want plus minus looks. So what guys want is not a girl who has made herself creative, knowledgeable, honest, understanding, different, true and who cares about them as well as the people around them. All they want is the one who is for me and me and me for pda’s and enjoyment. Wow! Im amazed!

Anyways in my college my friend and other friends are in love and want a commitment but cant say. I don’t understand why beautiful girls have a problem in admitting that they love someone. The one who aren’t beautiful need to think, right? So I don’t know why my beautiful friend doesn’t go and admit the fact. We talk about that guy everyday and my sweet-silly-innocent-beautiful friend’s tragedy too. God why is admitting a fact so difficult for people. If someone comes and asks me or even doesn’t ask me, I would go and say that I love them, miss them, and are special etc honestly. I don’t find it weird. Like if I like someone who is out of my reach, I can’t help it. I like him that’s it. All I do is that I don’t expect anything from him. Just see him happy and stay happy too. Why on this earth whom you like has to be yours. I guess one should care and love that person who cares and loves you than that person whom you care and love but he doesn’t care or love you. One can’t always get what he/she wants. Only real lucky people get what they want. I have accepted the fact and so should others too.
Gosh! Why people are so lame and dumb?
If you like someone go say it, you don’t like keep shut.
Just be happy in your skin and your % of luck. I am trying and I want others to think about it too.
There are a lot of guys and girls who think they are hot and beautiful and that they think the whole world is behind them. But the truth falls later when they need wood to light the stove in their house and the utensils which don’t make noises and stay calm. The smart ones will understand what this means and the rest ones, keep going on! That’s so made for you.



By the way my friend just got that guy she was crazy about as her boyfriend yesterday and I am so happy for her…she finally found someone she loved for a year, this valentine.
And for me, things have changed so much in the past one year!

I wish!

On and Off and On!

Hola!
College started yesterday…well not officially but kinda yes! It has started…
Well the shocking news of this semester was that our principal got changed…its our physics professor who is going to serve as our principal now onwards…
Sports are like, in, this season…I guess…so my college has sports day going on…
I like to play sports but I amnt a good player…See if u have read my previous blogs you might have known by now that I love to do a lot of things but I am good at nothing….

Yesterday at college I went to sign on my attendance sheet…that’s it…all lectures were canceled due to sports day….
I always thought that my class in college sucks…it does but for a change I kinda enjoyed yesterday….we, I mean most of my classmates, both girls and boys….we played PIIT musical something….okay so…everyone got a chance to sing songs and it was fun…we were singing the cheapest songs on this planet….its fun, sometimes, seriously….
So we were kicked out by some BMS professor and hence forth…no singing….
We went to play hide and seek…damn fun….i was becoming the person who finds everyone who hides, all the time…like in a row 5 times…everyone on the architecture wing in the old canteen were laughing at me…but as if I care….hehehe…im so good at being awful at everything…
We played for long…again got kicked by some other professor…trust me it was a scene…everyone’s ID card was in danger…we ran outta the college and dashed ourselves into a car and my friend drove all the girls to the nearest park..guys were on foot….it was awesome…we played chain-chain…and I don’t suck at it trust me....ehehhahaha…then after halftime we played kho-kho…Oh! Man I was loving every moment playing at the park….then we had a discussion about our band….i don’t think its ever going to exist but yea everyone does…anyways…Later on we all went to watch my friends play cricket…you know what, I love to go and cheer my friends in whatever they do…be it in sports, debate, writings, gig, paintings or whatever…I always go to cheer them…I love my friends and I feel good to have such friends who participate in so many things….it was fun to watch everyone play…..i know girls are not much into sports but the ones who try are the real heroines and I love them for that…
So anyway…I found something bad rather not good enough about the popular students in my college and it wasn’t good enough to know that some of them were my friends…See, when someone says something about some of your friends, you either go against them or listen from on ear and throw it from the other….But its kinda hard to ignore when they prove you by pointing fingers and showing things live…..anyways!
Things yesterday with my best friend was bad for me…she asked me to do something which I always try to do but fail in doing….she counted on my myself respect…so I had to have my self-respect and do what she said…coz she wasn’t wrong.
That was so yesterday…and here the song continues….
Your So yesterday…so yesterday…im just a bird that’s already flown away…laugh it off…let it go away…come tomorrow…it will seem so yesterday so yesterday…haven’t you heard that im gonna be okay…O-K-A-Y!

So today….
I got up at 6 as usual…I woke up and figured out a disaster about myself….i thought I couldn’t play but I am just weird or something…I went to play…I went to play soccer for a team…A team I don’t know and never met…there was this guy whom ive never seen called me up and asked me to wear a red tee and play for his team…you know I don’t like embarrassing myself….but hell yea! I always go to embarrass myself….so here I wore a red tee and looked at the watch and said… “its tomorrow”….. my lazy ass was working real slow this morning…. And I was in a pathetic state of break down….
Anyways I just ran a bath and tied up my hair and whatever and got ready….
During my first semester I used to catch 6:46am local but the times have changed….i now catch a 7:9am local which comes at 7:6am….So tried hard to catch that local and as soon as I reached….i saw it passing by me…what the hell??? I waited for the next local and it was late and I left at 7:25am from my station.
I was alone in the train..i don’t usually stand next to the door especially in the mornings….its cold out here…but I don’t know…I just felt something was wrong with me…like something was missing…I passed kharghar station and some old memories came into mind…I saw that house and I tried not to look at it…I just don’t know…it felt like last February, when we all were preparing for our boards and everything before and after just flashed back to back during the whole journey…I felt alone for a while…like something could have held me back….It was cold…the air around me was chilling cold…I almost felt numb…I should have gone inside but I wanted to become numb and the pain…standing at the door I just wished that the pain I was facing could go away on its own or by something or someone…I felt empty, rather hollow and I could see everything passing through me…like the fresh and cold air…this feeling just doesn’t go away…it come again and again and haunts me, I don’t know why…I wish this feeling could just go away…but I guess nothings magical…so anyway…I watched people jogging, people taking their dogs for long walk, mother holding hands of her cute little daughter to leave her to school, old people playing with a tennis ball, tall grass, a small river and lots of under construction buildings…I don’t know I just felt like one of those under constructed buildings and in no time I read PANVEL in bold …I reached by 7:40am and saw my friends waiting for me…no one rushed to the college…no one wants to go anyway…I sat for chemistry lecture….BTW..a good news…my class has shifted from 3rd floor to 2nd floor…I am SO loving it! Yea yea!
So anyway…later on I went to the field and a guy called me…then he made me meet my team mates….they were all F.E students but I haven’t seen any of them before for sure….So our match was the first one…
In my college there is a rule that a girl should play for 2 mins in both the halves of the match and I went to play for 2 mins….my team mates were really nice…I liked them…my teams name was DAVID something…everyone says that this named guy was the biggest chain smoker in the world….anyways…as if I know…I played for the first half and second half….my team lost….but still I loved my team…I was asked by 3 more teams to play for them…for 2 mins….i don’t know what I was thinking…I just went…A big embarrassing day it was for me….but I don’t know….i still don’t feel embarrassed…like…I should…but I don’t…I wanted to play…I played…I don’t care even if I suck at it…I just wanted play…coz I just felt like….i enjoyed I donoo what…but I just did…I wish there were no spectators…
I guess I have got AIDS…I know sounds like what???....its like people from my college were plucking/getting/todofying coconuts from the trees of our college…I love to talk to anyone….i just need someone to talk to…I asked him if he could share coconuts with me…he got a piece of the inner creamy layer of the coconut for me and i had it…Later my friend made me see his hand and it was bleeding…like a small cut was there…now if he has AIDS then I have it too… 
Later on I saw couple of matches and it was fun….i saw tug of war between the college staff….it was hilarious….just made my day….
Treat in the canteen from cutest looking girl today coz she got like…almost got her license…Again I went to see matches…I met my school friend…we were in the same class in 10th and later in 11th and 12th he took commerce but still the same school bus made us stay in touch….So I watched an amazing game called actual match with the best team of Mumbai and it was fun..i even found him some girls he would like to date and guess what….he liked one and the story continues…I SO love finding guys, girlfriends…it was fun with him…it was like back during the school days…the same fun…hes still the same…just too cool…we had lodsa fun….

Later I caught 1 something local and I so loved today…. Like today in the college…
Later I went into a local and saw a female…she was very old….like running in her 80’s I guess…her hands were rigid and of weird shape…she was all dirty…torn clothes and tangled hair…she needed help and she was begging…she just had this weird eyes which wanted to say so many things…ive never noticed so much about someone but she surely was a different one…she looked as if she had not had food since long…she didn’t even have enough clothes to cover her breast and I felt really bad for…I don’t like people suffering…I just got up and got down from the train…I don’t know what went wrong…but something surely did…

I don’t know whats wrong with me…nowadays I just go on and off like a switch…I go real high and then real low…I don’t know…im just so not consistent…there are a million reasons behind this mood change of mine…I just don’t wanna sit and sort things out…I guess I am trying to run away from them…I always try to take harsh and hard steps but the situation puts me into such conditions that I fail to imply them…I just hope everything goes okay with me…

Just wanna say…
Okay!