^ implies to me…sometimes…ehehe…
Nowadays I want to do so many things but I don’t do. Nowadays maximum things in life come to ones knowledge via internet. I still wonder how I used to enjoy life without internet. I meet my friends almost everyday via social websites, talk to most of them via messengers, listen to various kind of music, learn new songs, read blogs, know about new gadgets and almost everything to know comes from internet.
I used to play, hang around, party and do so many things when there was no internet. But now I am just a lazy ass who does nothing except using phones and internet, putting weight and getting bored…
Anyways, there is nothing in college to do. The time table just sucks. I hate college. We have so much time to waste, I get bored. There is no one to look around, no one to play and so many other things. I hate this. I get bored. I keep on sulking too. Results are going to come soon. I don’t want to see them. Good news is that we get placed if we clear all kt’s before 3rd semester. So I hope I don’t get any kt in any semester so that I can sit for a job placement. I don’t know but I want a job after 3 more years. I want to do MBA from my money. I know I won’t save any still. I want to go abroad and do MBA. So I kind of want to do it from my money. I am so sick of my dad paying for everything. In abroad students earn and pay their fees by their earnings being totally independent without parents. I mean come on, I want be independent and hell yeah I’m big now and I want to earn and spend money on me.
Anyways, no results in my blog anymore. Scary!
So life at my end hasn’t been good lately. Something’s are just left messed up. Its not like I don’t wanna clear things out but some people don’t want to. I am bored all the time. I hate college. I just like squash, the drink. I have no assignments to write. This semester I have 3 jobs in workshop. You must know this: I SO hate workshops. Every Monday morning is workshop. I hate you.
Latest topic in college is “BOYFRIENDS”. I wonder what a boyfriend is.
According to my experience if a girl is beautiful or wears hot clothes and a guy is into music, sports or bike racings, implies a couple/relationship. Take a look around in your college and open your eyes, its reality. If you are a girl who is not beautiful and if you don’t wear hot clothes, you are single. If you are not into punk, metal, biking/car racing, sports, dude you don’t stand a chance. Nobody actually cares who you are and what you feel. All people care about is how you look and how much you can publicize. Relationships nowadays are just Public Display Affection to raise their TRP’s. Feeling, understandings, care, honesty holds no place. Rather these are replaced by beauty, drinks, sex, spending whole time out and other dirty acts. So if you are trying hard to get a girlfriend/boyfriend, I am sure you are a fool if you haven’t got one yet coz you are looking for care, understandings and commitments.
Being a girl I have realized and experienced something which is hard for a girl to admit but is true. Ahahh! Ahhehm! Girls when get boyfriends tend to change themselves. They start wearing pretty dresses, skirts, waxing becomes an every two week work, stop playing sports, stop talking to other friends, stop hanging around and kind of cut off from all their friends, combing hair thrice a day, wearing awesome make ups, behaving way too nice and polite, good words in conversation, more romantic songs and movies, a lot of smiles when a text message is received, eating less and watching weight, voice becomes sweet and no screaming, small smiles, my god! Long long eyelashes batting again and again and what not. Trust me it is true. But my question is why? Why do girls change so much? Why sports, music, fun, entertainment, scream, laughter, jeans, converse, guitar, bboying, dance, honest conversation, tanks etc go away? I guess the guy picked you for what you looked and has changed you to what he wanted.
Now the guys are real clever. They look for only 3 things: beautiful/hot, must be into drinking/smoking/doping, sex. If a girl has these qualities, its like “HIT ME!”. Boys, don’t worry 95% girls are like what you want plus minus looks. So what guys want is not a girl who has made herself creative, knowledgeable, honest, understanding, different, true and who cares about them as well as the people around them. All they want is the one who is for me and me and me for pda’s and enjoyment. Wow! Im amazed!
Anyways in my college my friend and other friends are in love and want a commitment but cant say. I don’t understand why beautiful girls have a problem in admitting that they love someone. The one who aren’t beautiful need to think, right? So I don’t know why my beautiful friend doesn’t go and admit the fact. We talk about that guy everyday and my sweet-silly-innocent-beautiful friend’s tragedy too. God why is admitting a fact so difficult for people. If someone comes and asks me or even doesn’t ask me, I would go and say that I love them, miss them, and are special etc honestly. I don’t find it weird. Like if I like someone who is out of my reach, I can’t help it. I like him that’s it. All I do is that I don’t expect anything from him. Just see him happy and stay happy too. Why on this earth whom you like has to be yours. I guess one should care and love that person who cares and loves you than that person whom you care and love but he doesn’t care or love you. One can’t always get what he/she wants. Only real lucky people get what they want. I have accepted the fact and so should others too.
Gosh! Why people are so lame and dumb?
If you like someone go say it, you don’t like keep shut.
Just be happy in your skin and your % of luck. I am trying and I want others to think about it too.
There are a lot of guys and girls who think they are hot and beautiful and that they think the whole world is behind them. But the truth falls later when they need wood to light the stove in their house and the utensils which don’t make noises and stay calm. The smart ones will understand what this means and the rest ones, keep going on! That’s so made for you.
By the way my friend just got that guy she was crazy about as her boyfriend yesterday and I am so happy for her…she finally found someone she loved for a year, this valentine.
And for me, things have changed so much in the past one year!
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