~Change~

Felling warmth under my blanket, lyin on my bed....The new me...Sometimes i wonder how many times i change myself for good...hahaha..feels i was so bad...but No it aint like that....I just go thru various xperiences and weirdo things in my life...so many things in life are confusin gawd....esp when its about what humans around u look at you and think...
Wohhaa! A new smell in the air...maybe its my new perfume...hahaha...not really its just my change...Metamorphosis...
Past 2 months i didnt blog...Honestly not coz i was busy....it was coz i was confussed and i needed time to make my life trouble free and my mind empty with the wrongs....
Changes~
Studies:
Hahaha! well dis sem like other sems i worked hard but destiny...wooops!lets not talk about it....i believe in karma..oh yea...whatever i'll get i accept but dis tym i studied in a different way...it was different..yeah! it was...lets see if this works....Changes u c...
I sometimes wonder what i read neva cums iin xam or mayb sum sorrta craps in paper or lucky or wodever...All i knw 2de, after metamorphosism is that wodever i do i wont waste time and give what i can....and rest i'll take it the way i get and it comes...2 much think makes things worse...Everything has 2 happen which i write everyday in my life in different ways...so lets just take it that way and move forward...Yup! +ve! and it feels good!
Relationships:
This one ive never been so concrete and clear in mah head ever....I have realized a lotta things...I meet a new person everyday and we talk and becum gud friends easily and thn if both r single it feels like maybe....
but honestly its not the maybe...its just imfactuation or crush or wodever but definatly not love at all....how do i knw dat...I meet so many people and i wonder always maybe...and the other person also thinks maybe...but the thing is i never get that feeling wid sum1 like i had b4...and dats the point whn i sud relaize or now i realize that v ver just gud frnds and if v had tat clarity we wud still be friends...the worst if that if i like sum1 i go tell that person coz im true and i speak my mind all the time but this calls out 4 trouble in dis vcase coz the other person thinks i love taht person...when i say i like u for long or ive been looking at u or checkin u out doesnt mean tat i love u ...it just means u r in my mind and u cross my mind frequently and that u r a real gud friend...if i wud have feelings i wud just go and tell u maybe it worth living wid u coz ive started 2 have feelings...so ryt now i am so not a confuzed person and tat i think i am happy 2 realize the fact that i will w8 4 d ryt 1 i actually have feelings 4 rather than just going out wid ny1...just coz its fun and i smile...duh!
Music:
listenin 2 em a lot dese days and i kinda like almost all genrez...im pracicyn warmups and many exercyzez 2h and i guess i bcum a lil more serious


to be continued...in hurry will be back