Be Yourself

“I’ve never written a blog before coz I just like reading them”; so this very statement concludes, A” blog…” is not even near to what I am writing…not inspired exactly but yea honest. Once my English teacher said” the rule to begin a sentence in the start is always on a positive note”….let her say….coz the world is filled with negativity anyway! So why should I start positively….when im surrounded by negativity.

In a cycle of one’s karma, I feel the biggest part would be being honest…well karma as you might be wondering is no where related 2 honesty…coz “karma” means “do ur job”…and Honesty is no job…..but the hidden thought under this huge “K” word means “do it(job) honestly”….Honesty includes a lotta stuffs….seriously…it means let ur soul speak. Well different soul speaks differently…(like I care) but yea…different people, different ways of honesty.....*someone is honest in killing and someone in saving!* well that’s not my concern as for now….coz it hardly makes any difference coz in this society u have 2 categories of defining a person..”Good” or “Bad”….and for your general knowledge being “bad” is popular…..No!thats not my judgment, its others..(Again like I care)…

“I don’t understand….when i walk in public…I wonder why everyone is the same…unlike me….i feel weird and nervous….almost in a situation to throw up…..”,a 25 year old woman travelling in a train which drops all the passengers to “Panvel” at almost sharp 7:13am….has this conversation like everyday…I wonder how come people early in the morning speak so much and such craps….anyway…that female thinks that shes different...and cant maintain her “differ-en-cency”(don’t worry it aint any word…I just made it up)… this very statement of hers reminds of my childhood poem ”Twinkle twinkle little star now I wonder what you are”….now you might be wondering whats the relation? well its just that there are so many same people(star)…why do you have to wonder if what they are(twinkle=what they think)…stars(same people) are many in the sky(additional knowledge).

So by now you might have realized that i hate people who imitate or fake others…well that’s my opinion, necessarily doesn’t have to be yours….the imitators are the people who have no particular role model or goal or idol or whatever in life…..they go and flow in the crowd which is in demand….thats none of my concern anyway…all I do is laugh it off at that instant…..but what bothers me the most is…well….stop wondering….its simple….why do others want me to be one of them????let me add one important word=”FORCEFULLY!”…………….Like in this world there are so many plants…trees and creepers and what not but still they have weeds too….well just in case if you are wondering…,imnt calling myself a weed….i am just *distinguishing*…next time I will look for a better example….(sorry for the inconvenience)

Listening to music is what I like…..it dosnet have to be your liking…

Putting my ipod on and running in circles is what I like….defiantly its not yours…

Playing soccer and skateboarding is what I really love….you might like theaters and plays…..

Screaming and yelling is my way of staying happy….i don’t scream on your face….right….???

So why the hell people care of what I do or what the others are doing anyway…I don’t care of what you do as far as it doesn’t effect me or annoys me…then why the hell the world cares of what I do….???i don’t understand….why is it that if a tree is filled with green leaves everywhere….people tend to see the yellow rare ones only and point fingers at them, squeezing their arms and uplifting their nose…..and then after all they pluck the yellow one and paint it green or throw them away….*_*makes no sense*_*….why do you always choose the different people with the crowd filled with the same one….to either change them or remove them….why does everyone try to change you and not accept you the way you are…???Many people fall in a category where they try to be others…when they are not???and then think its difficult coping up and never realize that they are copying others….I suggest, “Go and talk to yourself”…this one surely goes to that train aunty! Hats off to your thinking Aunty!

According to the latest stats I can tell that the crowd is going smart but only in the metros of the world….rest are still sitting back and relaxing and wondering whom to copy for the next impression…I throw my eyes to such flashbacks…which reminds me of the way I was….a small town girl…unaware of world…some small friends….a small crooked up house with the cutest of beds and the warm breads…everything there remains the same except for a pico change….but look at me…where I stand now…its just a city that makes you aware of who you are…now when I go back to my small town..Which of course I don’t feel like going…..but people there wonder if who I am and what all they should change and adopt from me…this is one of those reasons where a normal human fails to decide what to be and how to actually listen to his inner voice and inner soul…..why people still write formal letters with the respected greetings and some unwanted good questions in the beginning…like for instance:

Hello Aryan,

How are you? Haven’t heard from you since a long time…I hope this letter finds you in good health.Hows chinu?might have grown big and tall..hows aunty?i miss her hand cooked parantha’s..and hows bhabhi?i miss you all everyday.

I was wondering if you could help me. Actually I wanted a job since my financial condition has gone down and mother is sick…dad is tired and my sister is ready to get married……and *bla…bla…bla…*

Everyone knows that you live for yourself and you only look at others when in need. Then why faking the good health and long time’s,aunty,parantha,tall and short and sick mom and all…???be honest and say:

I need a job..I know ive never looked at you even one since so many years and now when need arises I am seeking help from you….i would be elated if you could help me….

Get over with it….Stop faking things!

Some people hesitate in delivering their thoughts coz the people sitting next to them may have the tendency to cut off their words and thoughts or whatever…don’t bother…you like it…go do it…be yourself……if you feel something is wrong go say it….do not hesitate…you are no dwarf….if sometimes you experience failure that dosent mean that you were wrong..it means try again and let let you soul speak in everything in every work of yours…When you like doing something…do it…when u wanna say something…say it….when you like to sing…sing….when you wanna drink….drink….when you wanna jump…go jump.…do whatever you want…its your life…live it your way WITHOUT caring about what the world says BUT yes Without harming others!

Before I could actually wrap this up I would make a note of one statement… I know this might be the worst sentence delivered by me till now but think over it….coz this inspires me a lot…it may do the same to you to….maybe..just try…”You are that very sperm that once fought million other sperms to come alive on this planet with unique features….,it was you against the millions and you won that battle….how can you lose mere battles in life when you’ve won the biggest one already”!